two worlds

if i stay here;
i cant stay here.
if i go there;
i cant go there.
a thousand different faces all expressed in one;
when the one should be the thousand.
i cant be everybody;
but i cannot choose.
a dance between worlds that can never be satisfied.
one prevails;
because two cannot co exist.
one dies;
the other survives.
does the survivor ever wonder,
ponder and think upon what would have been;
but if all things are worked together for the good,
did the other even exist?
if i stay here;
i cannot stay here.
if i go there;
i cannot go there.
a thousand different faces all expressed in one