thoughts...

i guess i underestimated the importance of recording events and how you feel about issues in life. i first realised it today when i wrote a letter home to my church and it took me an hour. first of all that says a lot about how much often useless information my head seems to store, and second of all it shows how inept i am at keeping regular contact with others....

the past 6 months have been the quickest, hardest, most surreal and most free of my entire life. ive experienced extreme joy, dissapointment, fear, pain, healing and confusion, mostly at different points i might add, but often these are all mixed in together and come out in random thoughts and other defining, or in most cases, comical moments in the office. which by the way has moved, so if you want to send me amazing gifts, ill give you the new address.

i want this blog to be as real as i am learning to be. somewhere in the bible it talks about being the same in your private times with God and in public, so this is a first step.

life has taken a big leap lately and its taking me a while to catch up with recent events. if this is how quick everything goes outside of education then goodness knows how fast the next 10 years are going to go. im looking forward to coming home, and seeing everyone, but also, looking forward to the things that my amazing God has got planned. if this is just the start then the future is looking incredible.

well its late and i guess i have to make a start at attempting to go to bed. this time two hours ago i didnt think i would have discovered this site.....goes to show how yet again, inept i am at being more assertive.
*sigh*